Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

Nobody ever asked for fears.
Why do people come and then leave ?
Leave when you've started to love thou.
If you wanna leave, don't come.
If you know it's not the right thing to do, don't dare trying.
Or it's not the right time, don't bother if she's bout to die.
You know she's not strong.
And what's harder is the fear is stronger.
It's not that choosing between you and the future.
It's that choosing between you and the fear.

Now that everything seems so hard to let go.
Can't we just not growing up?

I know I'm not good at academic writings.
If they said I do have skills, then this is it. Heart issues. We can't force what's not ours.
Well I just guess that I might not contribute a lot to the society, but the good news is the society doesn't need only academic writings every phase in their life. If and only if they need motivations, maybe just maybe I'm glad to be the appointed person.

This is me.

Trying to get rid of you away, except in my prayers that you stay.