letter

I have neither been focusing nor locked-in for this new academic year. Been trying to figure out the whats and whys. Literally having the emotional wheel tab open as we speak. It's too mixed up and overwhelming, I could not reply to emails or sit down doing my lesson planning. My mind has been wandering too far and separated in different places, I have no idea where I am right now. Even doing this journaling feels really off. But I have to, because I need to pull myself together and get back on track. 

Right, let's do this. On a glance, looks like it's all yellow, green

One of the things I figured out, is feeling spiritually-lonely at school. As I have been more engaged in IKRAM's programs and experience the comfort of being in religious circles. Getting back to school and having to face the weight of daawah alone.

Right. This was written on August 31. 

I'm gonna post it anyway, because she deserves to be seen and heard. 



Kota Damansara
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