The past leads to better future :)

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Alhamdulillah, here goes the whisper of 1 Muharram 1433Hijriyyah. An infinity great thankful to The Almighty Allah for giving us chance to live till this seconds. It is oxygen I am using to breath, dear Allah. I need it, but since the oxygen is Yours, I need You more.

Let's hope everything will be better than before. Time runs too fast (I have been saying this for thousands).
There are too many things happened in a sudden and unpredictable. With a blinking of the eyes, suddenly
A YEAR had passed, too quick. Many things I've went through lead me to maturity. There are moments that

 happy, curious, suspense, embarrassing, fearful, overjoyed, hurting  

I believe, the past always give us ideas on how to perform for better future. Allah fated everything for reasons. Sometimes we'll never have the chance to know what are the reasons. However, having faith that Allah's plan is always the best, is enough for a Muslim to smile in turbulence :)

"Verily, along with every hardship is relieve," [Al-Insyirah, 5]

Without including my SPM year, I have around five more years to.... get married? forget it for now... to end my studies ! I mean until my first degree.. in Jordan InsyaAllah. Ameen ! How about second degree? Becoming a freelance preacher or a novelist/writer will need a big trust from society. If having MA is the only way of gaining more knowledge as well as society's trust, I will consider it. But then, I better get ready for my SPM first, lol.

  So whatever it is,  HAPPY NEW YEAR OF 1433 HIJRIYYAH to all my fans !  
(bajet dah jadi terkenal )

Wassalam, Musirrah.


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SEA games 2011 - Final Football Match [ Malaysia vs Indonesia]

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

GARUDA DIBAHAM HARIMAU

Alhamdulillah ! Malam tadi sungguh bersemangat. Pertama kali rasa berdebar tengok football match. Waktu Baddrol nak sepak penalti terakhir tu, rasa nak gugur jantung. Sipi-sipi lagi kot Meiga boleh tangkap bola tu. Tapi alhamdulillah kena kaki dia je. Dan lepas Meiga rebah, bola tu pun bergolek dengan tenangnya masuk ke gawang gol. Huahahaha. Part tu paling best. MALAYSIA MENANG !!

Tabik ar Baddrol ! Khairul Fahmi pun sama. Dua insan yang memegang tampuk harapan terakhir kemenangan pasukan Harimau Muda. Alhamdulillah, rezeki kita. Terdiam penyokong-penyokong pihak lawan. Itulah, hari tu bukan main lagi. Ganyang Malaysia KONON. Lain kali jangan hina orang. Kan Allah dah makbulkan doa orang yang teraniaya. Sebenarnya tak faham la, apa yang mereka benci sangat dengan kita ni ya. Kita cool je apa. Apa-apa pun, ana salute rakyat Indonesia yang berfikiran matang dan terbuka. Semoga Allah merahmati kalian kerana masih sudi bersahabat dengan kami rakyat Malaysia.

Dengan kemenangan ini, ana harap satu hari nanti Allah beri mereka kesedaran untuk menutup aurat dengan sempurna sebagaimana wajibnya tuntutan itu terhadap setiap lelaki yang beragama Islam. Insya-Allah, aminn.

Baddrol Bakhtiar Jersey no. 10 TERBAIK !

GEMURUH SUARA, jadi bangsa berjaya

GEMURUH PERKASA, bawah satu bendera

Nama kita bina diseluruh benua rasa BANGGA

Genggam amanat wira, julang PANJI MALAYSIA

MALAYSIA ! MALAYSIA ! MALAYSIA !

Wassalam, Musirrah.

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Maahad Memories - 4 Ibnu Sina 2011

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On the first day of school, everything went as I expected. Class streaming took place again without any tolerate. I knew that, some teachers will never do as they promised us to. I still remember my happiness when I was informed that I was placed at 4 Razi for 2011 class. But then, Allah has His own plan for me and my friends. The happiness didn't stay long as I was transferred to 4 Ibnu Sina, the so-called-first-class.
The faraway Ibnu Sina.  Thus, here started my journey as one of the residents of the new block.



As days passed, I still can't make myself to love this class. I am okay with the classmates indeed I'm happy to be with them. But the location of the class itself tensed me and even the high expectation of the teachers. In fact, most of the members of 4 Ibnu Sina went to this class unwillingly. Yes, we were forced to.
Early of the year, I faced some problems in my studies and my social life. Friends hurt sometimes. But perhaps I hurt them more, I don't know. I've thrown that out of my mind. We got new friends in the class;
Baiti, Nasirah, Irfan, Aiman, and Atef. Welcome to Ibnu Sina, we said.

It happened in months when we were given some task to be completed, we became closer with each other. The class members became united in a sudden. I have no idea about that. The drama competition witnessed us as the first place winner and also patriotic class competition. Some people questioned about our class' winning. I know, the first class students will always be facing these kids arguments and complaint. Well, I did it before, I always complained about 3 Abu Bakar on my 2010 days. I'm sorry for my immature attitudes.

When the last week of school arrived, we played together, having useless chat just as the SPM had finished. No more studying after final exam. No more teachers scolding here and there. No more asking have you finished the homework?. Everyone was not in class but everywhere to be found. It's a normal phenomenon every year indeed. So the last week of school, I started to realize. I will not studying in this class with my classmates anymore as before.

Our class farewell party was held at Ayuni's house on 18 November. On this day my heart told me something my mouth never admit before. An answer to my confusion.

Thank you Siti Aieshah for being a good listener, for being the best tablemate ever

Thank you Dalila and Izni for your non-stop laughing that brightened up my days

Thank you Farisha for your every brilliant crazy ideas in solving my problems

 Thank you Timah for being my classmate since our childhood days

Thank you Raihanah for your silly funny face expression that throws away my tense

Thank you Aina for teaching me Patience and Thankful

Thank you Ulfah for the courage and miracle words that keep me strive

Thank you Syafiqah and Baiti for your opinions and knowledge shared

Thank you Nasirah and Faridah for patiently laughing on my not-funny-at-all jokes
 

Thank you Aisyah and Nazifah for being the best news reporter

Thank you Ayuni for being a super duper nice and polite assistant monitor

Thank you Amirah for telling me my mistakes and correct me when I'm wrong

Thank you Aida, Afiqah, Wardah, Alia, Ilmi and Tengku for teaching me happiness

Thank you Islahuddin for being the coolest but weird class monitor I've ever had

Thank you Arif Hakimi for being a loyal storry-teller to me and Aieshah 

Thank you Amir Ridwan for being the most strict PIC for 5s. And for keep spelling my name wrong =,=

Thank you Aiman and Farhan for your funny selamba jokes that cheers up members of 4 Ibnu Sina 

Thank you Atef, Irfan and Syazni for all the wisdom and religious knowledge shared

Thank you Firdaus for teaching me interpreting data skills due to your hard-to-understand sentences.

Thank you Harith and Adam for being patient with the born-to-be-noisy we, girls of 4 IBS.

Thank you for everything you did all these while.

I love 4 Ibnu Sina. I should have realized it before, shouldn't I ? Will be missing the moments damn much :')

Photos taken everywhere from: Norsyafiqah, Raihanah, Baiti, Dalila, Arif Hakimi and myself

I'm sorry for my wrongdoings throughout the year and the days.
We may be facing our last day as classmates, but I really hope our last day as friends will never come.
Thank Allah for this friendship <3
Wassalam, Musirrah.



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waktu yang pantas berlalu

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Assalamualaikum semua. Alhamdulillah kita masih diizinkan Allah untuk merasai nikmat Aldiladha tahun ini. (Alamak dah lewat sangat la ni.. Najib pun dah balik dari haji dah, haha) Tapi tak pe la, still want to wish you Selamat Hari Raya Korban, semoga kita berjaya mengambil iktibar dari kisah Nabi Allah Ibrahim dan anaknya Nabi Ismail yang rela berkorban nyawa demi redha Allah.

Dah lama sungguh tak menulis kat sini. Nak masuk pertengahan November pun. Exam final dah habis, result dah dapat sikit sikit dah. Erm, boleh lah. Ana rasa impian nak masuk 5 Rusyd semakin cerah. I'm demanding Ibnu Rusyd but it won't be a problem for me if I get Khawarizmi. Sedar tak sedar ada seminggu lagi nak sekolah, kemudian cuti panjang. Dah nak dekat habis tingkatan empat dah kita kan.. Ahli Jawatankuasa dah mula diatur untuk uruskan orientasi adik-adik Form 1 dengan Form 4 tahun depan. Nampak gayanya makin bertambahlah tugas-tugas yang akan diamanahkan. Tahun depan ana dah menginjak Tingkatan 5. Terlalu cepat masa berlalu Ya Tuhan..

Ana teringin. Nak lanjutkan pelajaran dalam bidang Pengajian Islam. Banyak perkara yang ana lalui menguatkan semangat untuk teruskan cita-cita Pengajian Islam ni. Bahas manusia yang tiada penghujungnya. Ana geram, kadang-kadang darah rasa tersiarap ke kepala, geram dengan diri sendiri sebab tak mampu menegakkan perkara yang benar akibat ketandusan hujah.

Teringin nak belajar di Yarmouk University, Irbid, Jordan. Afiqah pun teringin nak ambil Medic kat situ sementelahan Sya Iz mahu further Islamic Banking. Kalau akak-akak senior boleh kenapa kami tak boleh? Yeah chaiyok2! Kena mula dari sekarang. Ana kena belajar bahagikan masa dengan baik macam waktu Tingkatan 3 dulu. Kena usaha lebih baru Allah bantu. Cuti ni tak boleh tinggal buku, jangan makan mi segera dah, bla3. Lalu bermulalah kembali episod pantang larang dalam kehidupan seorang calon SPM 2012. Ditambah berat dengan tugas sebagai seorang ahli badan kepimpinan. Dah tak ada masa untuk main-main lagi. Ana akan usahakan untuk penuhi syarat-syarat kelulusan nak ke Jordan tu. Fighting A for Addmaths!

Baru-baru ni banyak event occurred. Haa gambar graduation Kak Oda' kat UPM 15 Oktober haritu tak letak-letak lagi kan. Biasalah, I'm busy person you know. Pastu ada jamuan pelajar puteri Luar dekat rumah Dinie malam semalam. Ana paling awal datang, ana jugak la paling last balik. Okay la tu, best sangat alhamdulillah. Thanks kepada semua kawan-kawan especially tuan rumah si Dinie. Luv you all <3

Photo from Dalila Najwa

Oh yeah, KEM KEPIMPINAN!!
22-24 Oktober seingat ana. MasyaAllah weyhh best gila tak yah cakap lah. Rindu sangat-sangat kem tu! Dekat Pusat Pemantapan Akidah, Jelebu, Negeri Sembilan. Seriously dari fasi sampailah ke DM dia (apa kena mengena fasi dengan DM) semua TERBAIK arh. Sukses Luar Biasa! Tiga hari tu sangat semangat, sangat bermakna. Tiga hari tu itulah ana lepaskan rindu dekat kawan-kawan yang lama gila tak spend time with. Kawan2 asrama la ramai, Husna, Aimi, Ayan, Fairuz, Nadrah, Izzati, and especially Syaza Izzati Azman (kalaulah boleh tag dia kat sini). Sedih je Syaima' Malek tak ikut, kalau tak mmg dia pun jd mangsa aku.
Malam buat persembahan ikut group tu memang paling best. Group ana kena wat persembahan slowmotion. Aduhai lawak sangat kot. Serious, itulah perkara paling pelik yang ana pernah buat depan putera -_-"
But what ever pun sumpa best sangat lahhhhhhhh!!

Pics from Faridah and Nadia

Makin lama makin banyak ana belajar tentang persahabatan. 
Wassalam, Musirrah.



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Saat Allah menyayangi

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Demikianlah tajuk forum yang ana ikuti di Surau TKP pada 27/10/11 yang lalu, berpanelkan seorang moderator bernama Ustaz Riduan dan ahli forum yang juga seorang pelakon bernama Catriona Bahrin Ross.

Berbincang tentang isu penghijrahan golongan selebriti dalam industri seni, Catriona memulakan bicara dengan bercerita tentang kisah keluarganya. Ibunya seorang berbangsa Melayu sementara ayahnya adalah seorang muallaf dari Scotland. Pernah dibesarkan di tiga wilayah di Arab Saudi sewaktu kecil sebelum menetap di Malaysia pada umur 7 tahun dan mula bersekolah rendah. Catriona asalnya membesar dalam sebuah keluarga yang amat mementingkan agama, namun dia tewas dalam melawan pengaruh rakan sebaya ketika usia remaja. Mula menjadi pelakon selepas berjaya menggenggam segulung ijazah setelah mendapat keizinan ibu yang tersangat berat hati untuk berbuat demikian sebenarnya.

Menjadi artis membuatkan dirinya semakin jauh terpengaruh, semakin jauh tersasar. Sehinggalah rahmat hidayah Tuhan datang menghinggapi mengusik hati kecil yang sekian lama kemarau tanpa hujan iman. Tahun 2007 adalah titik permulaan yang mengubah segalanya.

" Tuhan beri peringatan pada saya, kerana mungkin Dia melihat saya sudah terlalu lama berjalan, 

sudah terlalu jauh berlayar, tapi tak berpaksikan Dia,"

Pada tahun itu dia terlibat dalam satu kemalangan yang menyebabkan kedua-dua belah kakinya patah atau multiple fractured. Kata doktor, dia tidak boleh berjalan seperti biasa lagi, hanya boleh menggunakan tongkat atau kerusi roda. Masa paling singkat yang boleh diramal jika menggunakan tongkat pun adalah setahun setengah.

Walaubagaimanapun, Catriona tidak patah semangat dengan khabar itu sebaliknya mula memohon dan berdoa kepada Allah lantas berjanji bahawa jika kakinya kembali pulih seperti sediakala, akan dia buktikan satu perubahan nanti. Allah mendengar doa dan janji Catriona. Dengan izinNya, Catriona berjaya berjalan seperti biasa selepas 8 BULAN sahaja, jauh berbeza dengan ramalan doktor; bertongkat selama setahun lebih. Catriona kemudiannya menjalani hidupnya seperti biasa, berkahwin dan mempunyai anak (sedangkan doktor mengatakan bahawa dia tidak boleh mengandung akibat komplikasi kemalangan pada rahimnya).

Tahun berganti, sehinggalah 2010. Dia mengikut rakannya ke butik untuk menemani mereka membeli tudung. Lantas apabila melihat tudung yang dipamer kan di situ, Catriona yang masih belum bertudung teringat pada janjinya pada Allah tiga tahun lalu. Saat itu lah, hidayah Allah yang telah lama hadir mengetuk pintu hatinya akhirnya dibenarkan juga memasuki ruangan hati sepi itu. Tanggal 16 Julai 2010, bermulalah harinya sebagai seorang wanita yang berhijrab. Hari dia membeli helaian tudung pertamanya :)

"Hidayah Allah itu sentiasa ada, cuma kita nak terima atau tidak, itu sahaja,"
Subahanallah..
Wassalam, Musirrah.

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