solathajat+rayaperdana

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

kul 8.30 stat program. ana smpai kul 7.50, mak tak ikut, ada tusyen.
lepak ngan ulfa n ati jap,, kul 8.15 gi msjid. dyorg bru pas abis bc mathurat.
pstu siap utk solat. lepas solat ad tahlil pendek. then cg zai bg ucapan sket. pstu tuan hj sahlan plak.
yg ni tacing smacam kot. beliau story2 psl pengorbanan ibu. okay,, a few drops of silent tears.

lps ucapan beliau,, ad slot ala2 akad nikah la plak. hahhah. dri wakil pelajar, wakil guru dn wakil ibu bapa.
yg ni sikit pny lawak, esp yg wakil pelajar tu en, sape r tu en.. tp mendalam mksud kata2 yg 3 org insan ni smpaikan. ok, tacing ag, pmr da dekatt... 2010 dh nk abis, sobs.
kul 10 lbey kurang, gi dataran, makan2. kek dy sikit pny sedap ar,

then gi tangkap2 gnba la, pe ag. tp serius, tak de satu un gnba best. tak puas hati kot. xpe la..
gila2 je tadi. dh ar syafiqah hilang,, dh balik kot. kul 12.45 cmtu dak asrama un ramai dh balik..
padang skul un dh lama kosong, kereta sume dh bla. ada ar 2-3 ciput ag.
last2 tinggal ana ngan fared. okay, kteorg un lepak je ar kt kantin tu.
study time, buat sains kejap. hoho, rajin plak.

epilog

org2 blok jauh sedang trial spm. all the best. mohon maaf segala khilaf.
walaupun antara batch kita ad sikit persengketaan, tp... kita kn satu malaysia? haha
kpd kak izzati n kak jiha, buat elok2.. lps akk abis trial, kita buat jamuan usrah ye.

sya iz tak pindah,, dy x mohon sbp un..
" biarlah,, ak nk berbakti pd skola ni,, haha,"

syema? dy tetap dgn azam nya..
" ak mohon je,, kalau dpt kira rezeki la,, tp harap2 dpt la,"

tasha.. tadi ana peluk dy,, huhu,, asl sayu eh tadi.
aieshah,, akak abg dy suruh pindah. sedihnya.
syafiqah? dy x mohon. yesyes.. cyapeq,, hang pinda jgk tahun dpn,, siap hang.
aimi.. mintak SBPI,, sedihnya kalu dy xde. spe ag nk bersin kuat2 dlm kelas. huhu.
rasa mcm x sempat nk jd kwn yg baik utk dy.
ada yg nak pindah,, ad yg nk stay...

jedda? mana la dy nak pergi. 3 tahun dy berjuang di maahad. macam2 dy belajar kt sini.
biar lah dy habiskan 2 tahun ag alam persekolahan dy di bumi maahad ni...

" kau jangan pindah ea? tahun dpn kita masuk 4 razi sama2 tau,"
" insyaAllah,,"

dear all f3 2010, we have only ONE MORE WEEK till our PMR.
Allah doesn't require us to be the best, HE just wants us to do our best, and he will take care of the rest.
187 9A's. impossible is nothing. insyaAllah.

*critical moments*

till then, wassalam

angle and shot

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

such a long long time since i did not snap photos.
big brother took me to putrajaya yesterday for he wanted to take some pics.
yes with his dslr of course. but olympus stylus tough is never forgotten.

reflection of d driver's hand :p

the road not taken

my brother's shot

also his

sometimes we should be proud of our own country :p
[selamat hari malaysia. haha]

am i wearing.. pink?

best actor. haha.

my brother's masterpiece

this one i can't remember whose one

searching for the true path

bro's masterpiece

also his

my shot

also mine

and also mine :)

there's many more for sure but i'm just lazy to upload them all.
maybe later. and maybe after the editing. and that's absolutely after PMR. haha.

i will surely appreciate it much better if someone could invent a common-sized camera with dslr's speciality in it. easier to manage,, isn't it.
got to go. the bed is calling. till then.
wassalam.

eid 1431H

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

alhamdulillah.. Allah still allow us to meet ramadhan and syawal. I just feel like i did not treasure my ramadhan this year. Miss the 'tarbiyah' month. really demand to meet it again next year. inshaAllah.
as for syawal. no going back to kedah this year. we went to buy our baju raya on the last day of ramadhan. we started to clean our house at 5 pm just after came back home from kajang.
credits to this last-minutes-family. first and second syawal,, nothing happened. mak ndak, mak lang, pak njang and families had gone back to kedah. we did not go anywhere. eat together,, watch television.
everyone is just.. not in the mood. we went trough a very simple eid this year. and perhaps,, the simplest one.
i just learn to be,, a more understanding daughter in the family. ummi,, i love u too much.

dear Allah,, forgive us for all our sins. please blessed my grandparents in the other world. the world that make us apart. showered Your mercy upon them... and all our Muslim brothers and sisters all over the world, dead or live... for those who've gone, alfatihah...

Happy Eid Mubarak
May the guidance and blessings of Allah be with us,, forever. ameen. maaf zahir batin.

i have left the books for almost three days.. better get back to work. study for the sake of Allah,,

9A's for mum and dad. inshaAllah. i can do it.. dear Allah,, guide me.... please...

till then, wassalam.

fine. we'll see.

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

it was just.. the worst eva
only five people managed to get 9a's from 188 students overall
i bet this was the worst pmr trial result in maahad's history. seriously i never understand this school
they bet for 121 students to get 9a's for pmr 2010. perghh. fine.
we can do better than what they expect. we'll beat that batch of teachers' pets.
188 students are going to get 9a's this year.

do u know what. 95 is better than 93.
2010 is better than 2008.
IMPOSSIBLE IS NOTHING

we'll see.

don't worry; it's just a dream.

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

knowing that... the grade for pmr trial had been changed.. only Allah knows how i feel..

this is reallyreallyreally,,, a great test for me,, and my friends.. i just wish these are all a dream.

please tell me it's just a dream..

yes i know.. life is always a dream. death is the real starting of the real life

Allah will never ask me how was my trial result..

cheer up dear myself, Allah promises He'll always be there,, 

He does not give u wht u desire, but what u deserve.

just struggle for the real pmr;; one more month to go.. let the bygones be bygones

don't worry dear myself; it's just a dream.

it's always a dream.

wassalam